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Celeste
Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
Thursday, October 21, 2010, 5:19 AM
Dear ExBoyf,
Do you know how unhappy I've been? Do you know what kind of life i've had? Why did you do this to me.. I lay at night thinking about it, trying to figure out why did we end up like this.
But do you knw, what is was like being left behind?

Yup, we break alre. Exactly on our second month. I'm sad, but so wht? He doesn't seem to care anyw. & he patched w his exgirlf, fast or wht. Lol.

I rmb him telling me this ' yuan lai ni zhe me dan chun, yet wo yi zhi hurt ni. ' ><
You made me cry, & you didn't seem to care if i did. You just said th games are over, & went away leaving me hurt & heartache.
It seem inconceivable to me tht you had disappear frm my life.

& everything i do, reminds me of him.

Nvr look back, you got to love them & leave them.
Goodbye 20th's, all th best <3 .


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Schl was alright, had suspension till 5 . Jst boring only.. Geoffrey, Dylon, Derek. Alex, Lyndon & other 3a's kept disturbing me! Esp daddy. & he wna jio Raen. ):
Rach & Cassan went t meet gay & passed him th 2nd month present so tht he can pass to .. ya, & .. passed it to yc & yc passed it t rach th thing he bought.
Thn rach told me he's attached, tried to hold back my tears until i reached home. Cried & called Rach, i'm jst .. Vry upset . Should i wait or move on? I really dk.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010, 5:38 AM
I still haven't finish th 2nd month thingy. :( Guess hav t rush everyt tmwr! & Rach so swt in tht previous post right ! Omgeez, i didn't realise i reli change tht much. Hahah, is nort a bad thing i suppose.
Schl was boring, checked thru chi paper & luckily i passed. But oral will definitely pull me dwn~ xiaopang = kenneth! Funny. Recess, someone's bday & stepped my shoe out! Lyndon asked whose bday & i hav no idea too. Aft recess, went t chapel & watched movie, didn't really watch. Was busy trying to finish th thingy. Movie ended, did reflections & trained back t sbw w Raen. Tripped over a big rock & my ankle vry pain now. Changed & went t sp t do sth fr th thingy. Super welly tired, hope he'll like it. >< Walk arnd, saw alot of familiar faces, right Raen? Haha. Saw flying cockroaches/airplanes & even spilled bubbletea on my clothes. Hsh at arnd 6 ..
My throat & ankle are hurting alot, lips is cracking, & i'm having headache. :<

Imissniancai. alot. :(((

Monday, October 18, 2010, 4:36 AM
Guess who am i , PATRICKSTARPATRICKSTARPATRICKSTARPATRICKSTAR , That madwoman should be having her dinner now i guess :) She 's real mad today in class but there 's a period of time she arent , :( SI **** *** HAHAHAHAHAHA ! She 's going to copyright what my Joker give me to give her boyfee ! :D SI COPYCAT ! :D Just kidding , Could you believe that she travel from place to place to buy those material ? So you this idiot boyfee better like the prezzie !! :D Ohman , Have to print some stuff & im lazy , HOWHOWHOW ? :(
/ Silly Dahdah , i know we two drifted alot these few weeks because of me not having a phone & i cant text you & i have to reach home on time , I know i have change alot this few days , but im still the present me , You might not like it but seriously it 's just me . :( I dont mind you making fun of me when you are bored but sometimes when your mood is dame bad you will start giving us attitude & at that moment of time i really dread it & hate alot . HAHA ! I know now our grades have a very big difference & we four are really afraid to be seperated , Afterall we have spent 1 year plus together right ? But i know no matter what we four will still be together & we three will be there when you needed us the most , :D This is my first time seeing you loving your boyfee so much that you would even cry for him in class , going out with him almost everyday , would give in to him , would think of silly ideas to make everything to be better , Do you notice yourself that you totally change because of him ? HAHA ! & really dame shock lah ! HAHA ! :D You are always there when im sad , You are always there when i needed you the most , You are like always 24/7 trying to make everything a perfect thing , All i remembered was that night it was kinda late about 12 plus , you didn't sleep at all , i called you , you havent slept . That day i cried over the phone , you tried to change the subject making me not to think so much , Seriously Thankyou so much , HAHA ! I still remember we conference call during late night & i would be always listening to you & the other person conversation , I still remember we talk over the phone for like 2-3 hours till our phone bill burst , Do you miss those time ? HAHA ! Seriously , i do miss it alotalot ! But somehow i still love your present you ! HAHA ! I think this post is long enough eh ? :D Anything just text me , I might late reply , but still , i will be there for you :D

Sunday, October 17, 2010, 12:30 AM


Make your move before I'm gone, because people change & hearts move on.


Saturday, October 16, 2010, 1:31 AM
It's not the same anymore, I'm not good enough.